I said that Because I was scarred of needing to run away for my safety. My parents are transphobic and I wanted thou to know just in case I needed to get out of my house!!! And also because of if I needed help Please don't be mad!!! So, about being at home, I miss just going to school because of how I can hide being transgender from my parents. How do I deal with them? My parents? So, at school, no one respects me being transgender also!!! I wish, just they made things worse!!! Okay, just asking, Also, my school outed me, They told my parents without my permission!!! The real problem is them getting premision to not let me be trans, I don’t know what to do, I wanna skip classes, I don’t feel welcomed at RHBS because of that!!! What should I do? Also my parents are praying for me to realize I’m a male, Thanks!!! So, how should I respond to my parents being anti-lgbt? Or what should I say to them?
Riley, I am still getting abused emotionally, so I might have to run away, Got any safe places to go to just in case, like a friends house or what not? Also, I am getting abused medically by not getting Hormone blockers/replacement Sorry if that's too much!!! Got any advice Riley? You should ask them, because the counselors all made it worse for me It's like everyone is pro-them and NOT pro-me!!! I just feel like an extension of my parents instead of being myself, I really want to play soccer but my dad doesn’t think it’s a good idea!!! They don't want me to be independent so that away, they can argue to the cort when I'm 18 that I need a guardian, I just need advice on how to get out!!! I'm having to get on here just to talk with u!!! Sorry, just I'm extremely stressed out right now and I don't feel safe at home and I don't have any supportive counselors or teachers, they are ALL on their side!!! Also, it feels like my English teacher was trying to fail me!!!NONE OF MY TEACHERS RESPECT MY NEW NAME, JOCELYN!!! Now, I might have to take summer school because my stupid teachers won't listen to me about anything!!! Also, my parents said that I couldn't do homework after school hours/on the weekends, maybe that's why I'm falling school!!! I just don't feel really safe at home!!! Also, my parents try to make up excuses for making me pay fines like jumping on the floor when it’s clearly not broken!!! In addition to that, my dad knocked over a Lego set I made purposely when he was mad earlier this year or last, and is refusing to help me rebuild it, My counselor agrees with my dad's side of things!!! Also, in the past my dad has pushed me when he was mad, both the Lego/pushing incidents he blames me for making him sooooooo mad he does those things to ME!!! He gets physically mad at me because I "annoy" him tooooo much!!! No one ever listens to me except my peers like u!!! That's why I talk to you about it, because I don't have any safe adults/counselors to TALK TOO!!! That's why I talked a lot at RHBS and here, is because I don't have anyone else but my peers to feel safe with!!! Also, I just need a safe place to go, preferably someone I know who I can feel safe with, Like Gabi De Olveria, or Leah Jean or u to name a couple of examples!!! One last thing, my parents change up stories/rules at a random moment and don't admit what they done is wrong and it feels like just to get me in trouble, in addition, my parents yell at me a lot and count everything as "arguments" even though I just am trying to ask innocent questions Riley!!!
Leah, I feel extremely upset right now My parents won't listen to me They wanted the tv when it's my time to use it I was trying to explain my side of the story, but they always call that arguing Now I lost the Tv on Saturday Leah, I know this part might sound creepy but I wish ur parents were my parents, because of how mine call everything arguing and everything else I explained to u, and ur's are probably pro-LGBT, and how u get a ton more options/oprituntiys than I do (I will never get as many oprituntiys because of how they are very strict with me, like not giving me a phone, not teaching me how to cook/bake, not letting me wash the clothes, I just want to help, just they don't need my help. Also, they won't let me have a job, go out with friends, won't listen to my medical needs (like being transgender, Migraines, and a chiropractor), your parents let u do all the normal stuff that mine don't let me have!!! That's what I meant when I asked u for help, is for a safe place to live!!! I'm willing to be responsible, just they won't let me!!! In addition to that, they would never give me the things most parents (like ur's and most everyone at RHBS has), like watching more PG-13 films, like the MCU (they letted me watch Black Panther at school), and also, they won't let me listen to most types of music and call pretty much all of them inappropriate (basically a ton extremer policy than at school), and I can't listen to those songs because of how COVID-19 has been keeping us at home!!! I go to a church that feels a ton like a cult, and talks about Republican politics more than the gospel I feel. Also, they try to cast out demons which is a bit to extreme!!! I don't mean to bombard u with all this information, just I need to get this out (my living conditions), so I can get help, from people I trust!!!
Where should I go if I have to leave home? Also, my dad just suddenly sounded mad and clutched his at me while making me guess about how I needed to repent about something, I truly don't know what made him mad!!!
Carise, It wasn't much when I told u, but soon afterwards My mom then came in soon after and asked me for the older iPad (I had it plugged in there because of how I had a few minutes before dinner), then when I was unplugging it, she got mad that I Had it on (It usually turns on when unplugged, and I showed her that it was only on the home screen), than she took it away and said I couldn’t use it and my Bluetooth headphones today (I’m writing this from my school laptop), but then made me realize that it was from the counseling session the day before (but was a lot like my dad, just without the fist and she told me (in a way that still sounded like I still knew) clearer about what made them mad). Also, about my dad, he seemed pretty calm literally right before that, but he also said about me about how I could tell his social cues, that I should know what he was talking about (even though I didn’t know that then). Also, My Legal Name is Joseph Anderson. My parent's names are Julie and Joshua Hawley. My school is Rock Bridge High School. Could u tell CPS? When u tell them, tell them about the emotional/medical (the not letting me get HRT)/and the fist thing? I also think it’s mostly my dad, but my mom is also doing it some to (like the medical and emotional (though NOT as bad) abuse). I skimmed through the packet u sent me on Reddit (I still need to finish it, just It’s a extremely hard to think about being away from home, because I love them so much), but this is a necessary grown-up choice I need to make because of how I to feel safe!!! I just NEED to stay at my school (until I graduate) because I’ll miss seeing all my friends like Riley (the one who said about the figuring out what gender is best for me)!!!Carise, also here’s my college funding link: https://bit.ly/3nCk7U8